Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I GOT CONFUSED, I KILLED A HORSE

I can't help the way I feel... and is it really so strange? Ahhh, I love The Smiths! I had such a good night last night, cleaning up in my room, putting away winter jumpers and getting out summer vests, AND watching a Smiths/Morrissey video hour before Big Brother came on. I liked singing along while I hung up clothes. i could remember doing a similar thing 15 years ago.

It has been a long time since I wrote. I hadn't realised it's been nearly 2 months. I worked a lot of overtime between this post and the last, preparing for this big trade show the company was going to over the end of May bank holiday weekend. I am really relieved it is over, that was really hellish to prepare for, but I did a good job project managing and am getting praise from my co-workers. However, during the month of May, I think I only went to the gym once. Bad Rachie.

This weekend, I'm going to Bornemouth for Bev's hen weekend. It should be a great time, lots of drinking!

In other news, I need to learn to be assertive and share power with everyone in my life. I am working on it. Seems like I can only take the totally passive role or the overpowering controlling role. No sir, I don't like it. Since being on new turf, I've tended more towards the passive and it is depressing.

My brother Tony and his wife Tiffany are coming to visit in about 6 weeks! I AM SO EXCITED!!! We will have so much fun! They have never been to London, I think it will rock their world!

Lunch is over!