DESPARATION ISN'T THE DEVIL'S WORK...HALLOWEEN CANDY IS.

I shouldn't eat any more candy. I shouldn't eat any more candy. I shouldn't eat -M&M's? Wat are you doing in my--GET OUT OF MY MOUTH!!!!!!!

I feel good after I eat candy. Damn good. For about 45 minutes. Then I get grouchy. I feel irritable and uncomfortable and jittery and tired all at the same time.

Work's been getting a lot busier. I am feeling stressed but I think a large part of that has to do with my SUGAR LOWS! What's a girl to do... tomorrow is Halloween! I guess I'll have to torture myself by eating candy for one more day and then I'll quit. I swear it this time! I'm dressing up as a spooky witch in a sexy dress. I have the prettiest dress and the orange and black striped thigh-high stockings and the black lace garter belt and the witch hat and black wig. I think it's going to be fun. Ben and I are going to Douglas' Halloween party tomorrow evening and Ben's dressing as a vampire. Douglas is even hiring my mom to read tarot cards for all the guests!

Ben has been keeping busy. He seems to be making lots of progress. His web designing skills seem to improve every day. I am so proud of him. Seeing him take care of business motivates me to do everything i need to do, too! I am glad that he successfully got his temporary EAD card and was able to get a Social Security Number so soon and was able to open a bank account. I'll probably start teaching him how to drive soon, that's gonna be fun!!!! Sometimes when I'm at home with him, I am overwhelmed with a sense of contentedness... I am so happy and relieved that we don't have to say goodbye again and that we're going to be together for the holidays and that my family loves him so much, too.

Here at Sexy Hair Concepts, we have a new Graphic Designer in the Department. Her name is Carla Horwitz and she is a South African born, Canadian resident who has recently moved to the states. I like her a lot. I am glad that we've hired her, I think she's just perfect for the position. She's kooky like me and Douglas.

Six o'clock and time to go home!